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[odaystar]

"Speak my name and I will hear it."
[text, voice, video, in-person encounters, etc.]

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[waywardscion]

I know in my heart I want to believe that, even if I do.. it's hard for me to feel like I deserve it.

Yes, I really think so. I think you do want better for us. I've made friends here, I've even had fun here.

That has to go a long way from what this place was .. before? Eternal damnation and torment, I think one of the books said.. but that's not true.

[odaystar]

You know, they say it's all about the mentality you approach things. Try to believe it, it'll happen.

It used to be true, but it got rather boring... no forward movement, really. I think I rather prefer how it is now.

[waywardscion]

I think being here will make me stronger, that's what I believe. That's what I need.

If you do get to go home, what'll happen here? Will we all go home, ready or not?

[odaystar]

Would you choose to stay here if you could?

Or go somewhere else?

[waywardscion]

I don't know.

I feel like part of me deserves to be here. The other part of me wants to go back home and try and fix it.

You know Ardyn? You know what he did, right? He's gone now.. for some time. I almost miss him.. antagonizing me, like I deserved it..

[odaystar]

You can have both. Yore here to redeem yourself until you're worthy of returning home.

As for Ardyn... there are other ways down here to get punishments if you feel you deserve them. Even if it's just bit of verbal abuse.

[waywardscion]

...

Where?

[odaystar]

I'm certain some at the club specialize in it, even without the promise of sex.

[waywardscion]

(He nods. He doesn't say anything, but it's evident he's receiving this information, storing it.)

I'll.. I.

I'll check in with you later.